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[20 Apr 2006|01:03pm]
well havent posted in ages. I think everyone has given up on it. fun fun. well got me a new girlfriend. oh my god is she fine. she is amazing. perfect personality for me. she is nearly my dream girl. anyway life is good. still waiting on a new gaff but got my money sorted so shouldnt be long now.
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nyeh [29 Nov 2005|09:12am]
Havent tme for a full update.
just know that life is shit,
I got fired yesterday for not turnin up but cause i turned up today i got my last warning instead.
Shit flying evrywhere.
want to kill hundreds of people.
nothing happening with the natalie thing yet.
Strengths is the biggest english word with only 1 vowel.

have fun and dont forget protection.
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FUCK EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [17 Nov 2005|05:31pm]
[ mood | Fuck You Specifically ]

I dont care anymore.
About anything.
Fuck it like. My past keeps resurfacing. My mind has gone AWOL. and I have no idea what the fuck is going to happen in the near future. A good friend is now threatening to kick my head in for something he knows absolutly nothing about. Im not worried about him though. Im more worried at the moment about this depression im going through and the thoughts im having. All because of some stupid fucking girl.
Women eh! cant live with em, cant be born without them.
Anyway a modified version of one of my poems to finish.


Blue skies pass,
Thunderclouds roll,
let me lie in sweet remembrance,
Of a time when life was something to be gripped tight,
Of a time when Death was uncertain but free.
Life. A gift to be regarded with awe.
A gift I didnt appreciate.
Dont follow me.
Live your life free,
and live for eternity.

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Same Shit Different Day [08 Nov 2005|09:10am]
[ mood | Just woken up ]

Well today has been interesting to say the least.
This morning I got and went for a shower. just as I was stepping out of it the fucking thing broke. I saw sparks flying around the place. fucking nearly fried Sonik. Then I missed my bus from donnybrook which ment i had to get a later one. Which ment we were stuck in traffic for 2 hours. Got into work at 10 and im supposed to start at 8. Bad start to a good day. well im working in the warehouse(for those who didnt know) and work is basically like shopping. Lists come out of the offices and we must go and get them from around the warehouse. well these lists were non-existent for the whole day. Im just after waking up from a 5 hour sleep. Woe on me,I know!!!!

Right now im starving cause i dont get paid till thursday. how annoying. Oh yeah Katie has been txting me and e-mailing me.(for those who dont know who Katie is read 2 posts before this). fuck sake and I dont know what the fuck i should do.

You know this whole anti-hash thing thats going around at the moment is pretty pointless. I've discovered some 6 dealers and about 20 smokers in apple. and they had to pass a so called drug test. Quite funny actually.

Anyway someone post or Ill go insane.

Random Fact : TYPEWRITER is the biggest word you can spell using the top line of a keyboard.

Chow for now

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[27 Oct 2005|09:55am]
ok so im in work again. bored but ill get over it.
So I went for a few drinks with Ann-Marie the other night and got blown out of the water by her friend. I'm starting to get used to this feeling and its going to be really strange when a girl actually says yes to meeting me. Is there something about me I don't know or what the fuck. anyway enough moping and on to the happy stuff.

Dum De Dum :: Twiddling thumbs expectantly::

And then onto the sad stuff

You know its funny because I actually am not feeling any emotion right now. And i really dont know what to write so im just going to finish it there
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Katie [05 Oct 2005|07:51pm]
[ mood | Bollox ]

So its thursday!! Well anyone who doesnt like reading retarded shit turn away now. this is me moping about Katie.

Well where to begin. I think by this stage Ive mentioned Katie in about 6 posts. I really loved her. Well she went to India for 10 weeks (For those who didnt know) and we decided to stay together (Bet no one knew that). Ten weeks is a long time and when she came back she wouldn't talk to me. Her excuse...Jet Lag and being back to college. Fair enough the first week but it doesnt take 2 weeks to get over jet lag. and I mean I was doing 12 hour shifts when I tried to get in contact with her. Finally caught up with her last wed night and we had a grand old chat, catching up and all that. Then she told me she didnt want to be in relationship anymore. I mean fair enough She has her own mind and makes her own decisions but I gave this girl my heart and she basically threw it out the window of a car moving at 150mph into the front of a truck.

So I grabbed her, punched her several times, then kicked her in the head. Took out my sword and sliced it down her back and ripped out her spine, trying to keep her alive in the process. Then I place her on the train tracks facing an oncoming train. she knows its coming and trys to move. I just walk away.

P.S. The last paragraph Is a Dream I had that night but it would be fairly class if it came true.

P.P.S for those spasticated to believe that that paragraph was real your all spastics.

P.P.P.S. The following statement is True,
The previous statement is False

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I hate my Discman [28 Sep 2005|04:24pm]
[ mood | Weeping ]

Well i Dont really hate my discman cause my discman is now dead. For those of you who care it was a horribly grotesque death. There I was working away, just minding my own business. then it happened. my discman tried to jump out of my back pocket where I had it all day. Probably didnt like it when I farted. Anyway it jumped out right in front of a forklift. now my discman only weighed a few grammes. I dont know how much a forklift weighs but its definately more than a few grammes. It put up a good fight at first but the forklift quickly put it down.......under its wheels. My discman was crushed. I was crushed. it was horrible. bits everywhere. It was like something you'd see on tv.
I am now sad because i cannot listen to my music while I work.
::Crying in corner::
Say a prayer for it so it might have a good afterlife (and no it wasn't atheist and it has gone to a better place)
I'll miss you Discman.

Now I have to bring my walkman to work..................

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Confused about Lum [27 Sep 2005|09:58am]
[ mood | I Can't find The Button ]

Just some lyrics I think are appropriate for right now.

NIGHTFALL - The Senior Love Of Diamanda

Teach me life to taste,
Experience of crest,
For life is nothing more,
But tears for things we think we adore.


Hold me up, Then push me down.
Seize the pain of the clown
It's a day, I praise the night,
Who said wrong ain't loves the right.

NIGHTFALL - Luciferin

Don't lose your faith in you,
Don't lose your faith in me.
Don't lose your faith in us
Gone are the days of trust.

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[26 Sep 2005|05:36pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Katie finally got back to me but now i dont know if i want to be with her. I mean I love the girl but the last 2 weeks showed me what could go wrong. anybody got any advice?????

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[26 Sep 2005|12:43pm]
[ mood | Nyah!!! ]

well back in work again. so thursday night i finished work at 4am and went out to clouds and smoked until 6.30. then i lost my nodge. fuck sake but it was only a small one so ill get over it. for some reason i had nearly 600euro in my bank account on thursday so i spent it all in about 2 hours. go me i think. i spent the whole weekend in clouds and got home last night at 8.
oh yeah on thursday on the way out to clouds i converted a taxi driver to nightwish. anyway i dont think anybody reads these anymore. why. anyway im going for a smoke so talk to whoever replies soon.

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what does this button do????? [21 Sep 2005|02:59pm]
[ mood | pissed off over Katie ]

I havent posted in ages. what the fuck. sorry about that james as i think your the only one who stays up to date a fact im going to try and remedy. so how is everyone. whos gotten married and whos died. anyway i started yet another new job this time in apple computers. money is shit but cheap food and free net. only balls is its three 12 hour shifts a week and then overtime. basically i get paid for sittin on my ass so no complaints here. and its not boring.
Katie came back from India( for those uninformed people she was the girl i truly loved and i waited 10 weeks for her to come back from India) and she wont even talk to me. basically ripped my heart out but fuck it. what can you do? I suppose ill just have to get on with things. im now off every drug except smoke which i think is ok. oh and mushies im still on but technically theyre not a drug as they are natural(I still dont know what that makes weed). so people start throwing news at me so I can reply. free internet here.
anyway im going for a smoke and ill probably post again tomorrow night . talk to you then

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[14 Jun 2005|06:00pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Ok everyone who knows me fill this out please. it will be interesting to see what people say. And be Honest

1. Where did we meet?:
2. Take a stab at my middle name:
3. How long have you known me?:
4. When is the last time we saw each other?:
5. Do I smoke?:
6. Do I believe in God?:
7. When you first saw me what was your impression?:
8. My age?:
9. Birthday?:
10. Color hair?:
11. Color eyes?:
12. Do I have any siblings?:
13. Have you ever been jealous of me?:
14. What's one of my favorite things to do outdoors?:
15. What's one of my fav. things to do indoors?:
16. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you?:
17. What's my favorite type of music?:
18. What is the best feature about me?:
19. Am I shy or outgoing??:
20. Would you say I am funny ha ha or funny sarcastic?:
21. Am I a rebel or do I follow all the rules?:
22. Would you consider me a friend, an acquaintance, or a good friend?:
23. Would you call me preppy, slutty, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam,
nerdy, snobby, or something else? :
24. Have you ever seen me cry?:
25. If there were one good nickname for me what would it be?:
27. If I had broccoli stuck in my teeth would you tell me?:
28. Do I drink and/or do drugs?
29. What is my worst fear?
30. Are you going to post this and see what I say about you?

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[25 May 2005|04:08pm]
[ mood | Are those my shoes. ]

yet again I arrived in town with nobody cool around. well things are goin really weird at the moment. Ive had 3 or 4 interviews for work lately and still have nothing to show for it. people think that i am not trying but I actually am.
oh yeah I can now see why pat doesn't like kieran. hes a complete wannabe dave-ak/cloud. And he wont be coming up to my place anytime soon again. not after the shit he wrote. number 1 i didn't rape his nodge. i put enough into that 3 skinner for an L joint. and I actually didnt hog it. i barely got a builders toke. so he can go and fuck himself.
anyway katie is off to india in 2 weeks so ill be single soon. time for me to make an idiot out of myself again.Nyah shit happens. I will actually miss the girl. we are very close and we have had a great time. I think i do love her. at least it will be an easy break-up. we both know that it is coming.
Im going through books like there is no tomorrow. I just bought another one today cause nobody was in to go halves on a q.
Im just over the flu and its funny lookin at people who are suffering from it cause I know what it feels like. anyway im heading away cause this is costing me money so chowabella everyone. talk to you later.

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[16 May 2005|08:26pm]
well the guy who fixed my mum's computer is an idioto. he forgot to install the d drive(cd drive). spastic
I got an interview for a security company on wed. I know ive been there before but i need the money. I dont know its just weird. anyway ill post tomorrow(i promise) cause i havent posted a big message in ages. talk to you all later
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Same Old Me [03 May 2005|03:24pm]
[ mood | Cunts ]

Well what a brill start to the fuckin week. Saturday night I think I left my phone on the bus. so don't try and ring me cause nobody handed it up. I got my letter back from boston scientific today tellin me that I'm not good enough to work for them. and I have a feelin that Katie and myself will be breaking up soon. I did figure out why I live through all this but now Ive forgoten again. For shit's sake what else could possibly go wrong. and now Ive probably jinxed myself more. just to let people know I will be home all week so call up if you want. company is always welcome and if you bring drugs your even more welcome.

on a different note me and cloud got a half on tick on saturday and brought dave-ak to my place and smoked it all with about 10 fags and a small bit of tobacco. talk about packed joints and they were all peace joints aswell.

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My new pet [28 Mar 2005|04:49pm]
my pet!

What do you think??
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The Stalker Within [23 Mar 2005|06:31pm]
To live,
And miss,
And know for sure,
That the strange emotions I hold,
are safely kept in my mind which,
is consumed by a neverending hope,
Of a time to remember.
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[18 Mar 2005|07:34pm]
The creatures of the night are abound with hope,
They all sit around smoking their dope,
The meaning of life is but inches away,
To learn of their failures in a quite funny way.
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Be Happy [18 Mar 2005|07:23pm]
[ mood | Hellooooooo ]

Jesus Fucking H. Christ. Is everybody fucking depressed except me. I went through most of my friends journals and now I feel like I want to kill myself. Fucking cheer up you moody basards (and yes I did spell bastards wrong). Your all taking my job. I'm supposed to be the moody one.

Anyway now that I got that out of the way lol.

You know I love you all.

Me and Katie are starting to get to know each other better but our relationship hasn't changed. I haven't told her anything about my past but I will when I think she is ready to understand it. Havent seen anybody much over the last 2 weeks and cloud hasnt been to my place in nearly a month.

Going to Nancy Spains tonight to watch Adam and Sham gettin waxed (everywhere but there armpits) and Katies Ex gettin his head shaved. Should be fun.Ill update with a bigger post on monday cause this is costing me way too much money. Have fun if I know you and if not you can all go die and burn on the seventh circle of hell. Hows that for being depressed. Peer pressure always wins

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Weird Books [15 Mar 2005|06:23pm]
[ mood | Frustrated ]

1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 123.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the sentence in your journal along with these instructions.
5. Don’t search around and look for the “coolest” book you can find. Do what’s actually next to you.

I got faerie tale with me( nice one pat)

"He crossed his arms and obvious frustration showed on his face"

Anyway still applying for jobs. Someone please give me a job. I need money.

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